Sometimes, I think that I lose God but God always finds me!
I cried a lot about this life and I realize this life cries me a river
I wait for my fortune without any deed and the fortune passes me
I worry small stuff and my heart beats faster, I waste my time indeed
I put the blame on God, but God always forgives me for every mistake that I’ve made
I am so mean that I let good people stay away from me. I should not have let them go
It is such a big loss so when am I going to change all that stupid things/thoughts? Should I wait till the end of time?But I don’t have a plenty of time here. The angel is noting down my sins, he works harder that the angel who is noting down my good things. Shame on me! I do bad things a lot than good things. God is shaking his head seeing my self. He might say ‘Wake up, girl! Your life awaits, what are you waiting for! Now, wake up and do something!’..
No one knows when they will be here, on the earth..breathing the air for free, having the soul inside the body, the important thing is having a faith in this heart. Because an alive man can live without faith an it looks like a dead man with evil spirit inside. Going wrong every time without knowing the good and ba things. All seem tasteless, hope is swept by anger..I’ve been such a person. That’s terrible. I abandoned God, and cursed the Good things. Now I am trying to get my life back on the track..God blesses me!
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