Sabtu, 26 Desember 2009

Night Club, Missing my dawn prayer, eating pork at breakfast then motor crash!

We got up at 6, ya ya..I missed my dawn prayer..I rushed to the bathroom and prayed, it was too late but I hoped that God forgave me. Ya in Bali, I learned that it was hard to find a mosque or praying rooms because most people here are hindu. So I sometimes summarize my prayers (Menjamak). Then, I woke kasia up because today we would go to some places with Robyn and Kai. The father told us to have breakfast at hotel’s restaurant. Wow, that’s wonderful..ya ya it 5-star-hotel where the food are really yummy. We ate a lot because we thought that we needed a lot of energy. A sandwich attracted me and I ate it up without seeing the food label on it, ya the meat felt different, never tasted such a meat..then my feeling was saying that it was not beef, it might be pork..I stopped chewing and asked the waitress and he said that it was pork while he was putting the food label ‘pork’ on the plate. My heart was breaking, I went back to my seat and wanted to puke. I told kasia and she was a bit surprised, we didn’t say anything. I wanted to cry! God, I did a lot of mistakes. Then FORGIVE ME!

After a bit-pork-in breakfast, we headed Robyn’s hotel (ya, Robyn, Kai, May, Helen, Olga, Aidan’s). I love Robyn’s hotel so much than our hotel, ya it was very nice with a swimming pool in the middle but unfortunately the water was mixed with Kaporit (kind of chemicals), I could smell and taste it whenever I drowned then my mouth sipped it and it was a bit bitter. All bules were waiting in lounge, and I came to Robyn with tears that I just ate pork (accidentally). Robyn hugged me, ya that’s actually what I needed. I felt nothing, just wanted to go back at hotel and cried in tears that God would forgive what I’d done. I’ve learned Qoran since I was a kid and really understand that Pork is STRONGLY not allowed but I just tasted it. Well, honestly the taste is good..different as other meats! Robyn and Kasia tried to convince me that it was an accident not on purpose so God will understand (ya, I’ve told them that God will always forgive something that we don’t know/mean). Robyn wiped my tears like a mother and a daughter:P, it really helped! They are such good friends, oh God..thanks for giving me a chance to know and meet such friends;P..Please don’t get mad at me, I LOVE YOU as well God!
Robyn and Kai rent one motor, ya one motor for them. But I was a bit afraid because when Robyn rode it, she looked nervous and I know that Bules in Bali rode motor like Crazy people, they were speeding up and didn’t really understand how to ride motor well. Also Manish came with us, Phwww..This Indian boy was sometimes a bit annoying, okay..really annoying. He was such a creepy boy with an amazing talk, ehmm I don’t know how to describe him but he is really good to convince people about his words. I hoped that would be amazing trip with Manish included. The rest bules had their car and a driver with them, ya they rented the car+the driver.. It should be a big expense! Ya they are Bule. They have a lot of choices, not like us..the Indonesian people;P The rest bule had their own plan and we decided not to join them, Well, our first destination was Nusa Dua..Kasia and I had been there a few days ago, and took a lot of photos ya ya;P so I confidently rode my motor to lead the picnic;). Nusa Dua is very beautiful bitches eh beaches (ya there are some beaches there). Seeing the beaches from the distances felt like seeing diamonds floating on the waters..it was shining, and blinking sometimes. God, You are such a great creator, the real artist in the world, you crave everything..the indonesian’s landscape..this is heaven! Thanks for showing me the heaven before I die;P. We changed our clothes, ya just have 1000 rupiahs to use the toilet for changing clothes. Hmm, I wore my tom and jerry pants (my favorite) and a T-Shirt. Then, we ran into the beach..we didn’t know which beaches we should jump in. So, any beaches where our feet took us…
Well, the water was shallow. I mean the tides were down, not up so we should swim far away to get the deep water so we could swim. Kasia, Robyn, and Kai just swam away..only Manish and I were on the shallow water near the seashore. How mean they were, leaving me with manis;( but ya ya it was fine, hmmm think Positively Galuh!’ my self tried to make me strong. We met some fishermen who fished and they had a goggle and lend us. Ya that was cool, we tried it one by one and took a picture..but I didn’t feel like trying the pipe (A pipe that helps us to breath in when we swim under the water) because everyone just put it into their mouth..haha. The black algas on the bottom of the sea made me a bit scared, it was like a algae monster..as if it was alive and stick my feet. I couldn’t see it for a long time, my imagination ruled my mind and I was really afraid to see it when I swam so I close my eyes or just swam with others.
I played the water my self, then Robyn and Kasia came to me..surprised me when one of them dived then held my feet as if there was a squid tie my feet. I screamed and they were happy. What mean bules!
‘Galuh, Dani asked me for dinner out. I think he likes me. What do you think?’, Robyn threw the topic
‘Well, ya..i think he is nice but I was shocked when we were in Matos Yesterday, he touched your humps. It was your first date with him but he was doing too far’, I said innocently (ya I just knew that I am so innocent and stupid, telling them that thing. I am sure they laugh at me!)
‘Ya, I know. He is a vocalist of a band. I also like him. Ehmm, do you know what I should do when I go for a date with him, I mean Indonesian style and how to dress up?’.
‘Ehmm, yaya just small talk and don’t forget to make your lips red!. The make up is not too strong like Kazakstans do. Just lipgloss is enough’, I said to Robyn as if I had dated with so many guys, like an love expert! Kasia smiled at me when I said that.
‘Wow, Galuh..How to make lips wet?’ Robyn giggled and licked her lips so the lips looked wet, and we, three of us made a circle, sat on the sand while soft waves ticked us. My arms were on her shoulders.
‘What? Wet? I didn’t say that I said ‘Red’!’, I tried to clarify my word.
‘But, I heard ‘wet’ not ‘red’!’ Kasia agreed with Robyn.
‘Oh, really I said Red not Wet’, I screamed. Then we laughed..
‘Ya Galuh, I thought you were so good at it and knew about wet lips’, Robyn said..Well, whatever..I don’t know if wet lips and red lips are so important for the date. When I was a child, I made my lips wet by drinking fanta-strawberry flavor.
Then, we walked along the beach and saw a luxurious resort. We actually wanted to try banana boat but the price was too expensive. Ya with bules, everything would be expensive because the owner of banana boat would think the international price with dollars.

Our destination was Ulu Watu, well last night..in the very dark night, after from GWK..Kasia and I went to Ulu Watu at 6.30 pm. The way to Ulu Watu was terribly horrible and scary, it was because on the left and right side was forest plus no lights..So it was like we went to the dead city. Only several houses not less than 10 houses we could see. I was scared and asked Kasia to go back but she said to go ahead. I prayed that we didn’t get flat tire or bad things, really dark..if we got problem here, I bet no one would come to help us, only some barking dogs were heard. I could believe how we had courage to pass this street when today in the day light, it was actually really forest along the way to Ulu Watu. We arrived at Ulu Watu, a place on the hill. Before we entered, the Balinese man gave us a cloth for covering our knees to respect the sacred place inside. Ya, I got the purple one..so nice. We were welcomed by a half-old lady, she was our guide..ya I though it was one of facilities from Ulu Watu. She took us around and explained anything, she said that there was a monkey forest inside. ‘Oh No, monkey again?’, kasia screamed. Hahaha, we laughed..Ya yesterday-monkey-attack impressed Kasia, ya she was meant to meet Monkeys or Kasia looked like monkey caretaker? Who knows, let’s Ask GOD:P..Kasia walked behind us like she needed for a cover from the monkeys. The lady said that we should take off everything that attracted the monkeys. Kasia and I kept our glasses on our bag, for me..without glasses is okay, but Kasia said she got blind without it. A monkey stole a lil boy’s cap in front of us, it made kasia worried;P//Ya the monkey will be always monkey;P so when Kasia wanted to take pictures of the beautiful view of trees with red flowers on and if we saw it from the distance, they would be like a carpet/umbrellas, she put her glasses on then a monkey attacked her..luckily kasia didn’t hit her head on the small statue next to her, thanks God. Kasia screamed out and the lady tried to make the monkey go away. Kasia took off her glasses. It was actually funny and made us laugh all the time ‘Ya I know that monkeys love me’, Kasia said. Ya her face was as red as lobster..Oh poor Kasia. The adventurous tour was almost finished when the guide/the half old lady asked us for money, 50.000 rupiahs per person…what a lady, I though she set us up. How come she just charged us without telling us before? We then talked for a minute and the decision made! I suggested to give her 50.000 rupiahs. She was mad and speak in Balinese Language which I didn’t understand, my feeling told me something that it was kind of spell/prayer..we walked away but she still stalked us till the exit. I tuned back and saw her still saying something and pointing us..Really worried like something bad would happen. Does she spell on us? I was questioning my self.
The road was bending, so I should be careful to ride my motor. I decided not to speed up for he road and Robyn. Ya Robyn was still not really good at riding motor. I didn’t know why when the road was going down, the motor seemed out of control. I’d never been acting like this no I meant the motor as if a magic controlled it, my motor ran on the edge of road. I could not remember all when I realized that I bumped and lied down on the ground ‘Oh GOD, I fell off!’, I yelled but my voice was lost. I just though of Kasia ‘Where is Kasia, is she okay, and hope she doesn’t die?’..some questions stuffed my minds. I saw her lying down not far from me, one of her legs was under the motor ‘Oh, No..she broke her legs’, I cried for seeing her. I didn’t feel my pain, just looking me at Kasia made me scared. She didn’t move..Really afraid of her condition and Robyn woke me up…Kai and Manish helped Kasia. My helmet broke, the looking glasses was broken into some pieces then I touched my head.,swollen and felt hurt. Kai helped kasia sit, and Manish came and poured water on my face ‘Oh wait, do it slowly!’ I said to my self..Kasia’s knee was bleeding. Robyn cleaned my lips with tissue, I just could not feel my pain..I was thinking of Kasia. Then my forehead was bleeding but a little. Kasia cried then Robyn hugged her and cleaned her bleeding knee..Kasia was in pain! I saw my glasses almost broken abd I took it. Oh my head felt heavy, I laid down on the ground ‘Galus, don’t sleep there!’, Kasia’s scream woke me up..finally she spoke;P My clothes was so filthy, it was white but it turned brown, the sands covered the color. A bule family who passed by stopped and gave us water and some medical aids. Then manish said that coca cola helped to stop the bleeding, so he just ran to the small shop across the street and bought the coke, then poured it on our wounds..I didn’t know if it worked or not..Ya it is typical of being panicky ‘You will do what people say if they think it will help!’. Kai spoke nothing, he might be really shocked seeing us jumped out from our motors, two girls with some bleeding wounds and almost died. Ya I bet he never witnessed such an accident before. Now Indonesia gave him more and truly experience..also his appetite for food will decrease after seeing this accident!;P I read a certain book about trauma that some people will not have appetite after seeing bad things in their life, Ya Kai can be one of those people. Robyn decided that we needed to go to Hospital but I said that it was not necessary, I thought I could ride again but they refused! We rented a car from the small shop. Before leaving, I went to the shops’s toilet for changing my horrible clothes. Ya now I looked better, not so sad like some minutes ago. I tried to be positive thinking and laughed at my self ‘C’mon Galuh, be happy..it happened for reason, you should be well-dressed because you’ll meet a doctor. Who knows the doctor is handsome!’. Well, I just didn’t understand why such a thought came up. Kai paid for the car Rp 200.000..Kai, thanks a lot! Ya, the motor.. I forgot to check it out..The stir was not straight, so it might need a lot of repairs. A new problem came! We took the motor to the small shop and Robyn called the driver of the car in her hotel and that driver promised to help us by picking the motor! What a good driver!
On the car, Kai still spoke nothing. He was still in shock!. We, Robyn, Kasia, and I were sitting on the back. So where is Manish? Well, don’t worry he will be always okay;P He took his motor and followed us. I laid down my head on kasia’s lap, ya we were so unlucky today..I could see that she was trying to calm down and tell me that she was fine and so were we!. She even didn’t put the blame on me, great! How come? I just made her almost get killed…Or her mom could sue me..She didn’t say anything that made me feel guilty, I am so impressed..I can see that we, indo people, have a problem to solve the problems that we always put the blame on something/someone and it makes us blame at each other, the process of blaming makes us hurt/have negative feeling. But western people do not blame but they calm down each other like nothing happens. I closed my eyes for a while, hoping that it was just a nightmare and what I needed was getting up to finish the nightmare but it was not a night mare, it was really happening. God, I wanted to cry and hugged mom at that time!
We arrived at the international hospital, forgot its name. The doctor examined us one by one, first it was my turn. Robyn accompanied me, she was holding her hand. It made me calm down while the doctor was preparing his medical stuff. I thought he was going to make surgery! The doctor cleaned up my wound with alcohol, it was soring. Manish, Kai and Kasia were sitting in the waiting room where I could see them talking and drinking free coffee from the door which opened a little. The doctor held a hypodermic needle and told me to clean a wound on my forehead.
‘What? It is for my head? Does he try to make a hole on my forehead so my brain will spill out?’, I said voiceless. But Robyn convinced me that it didn’t hurt, before it the doctor examined my stomach to check if my stomach was still round (haha, just kidding) so he asked me to pull my clothes up..but there was Manish there so I said manish to go out. Robyn and The doctor laughed! Ya I would not do that if Manish stayed. Robyn said that for first aid/help, we just poured the coke on the wound for stopping the bleeding, the doctor laughed and shook his head. Well, Manish was great!!!! If I could choose I preferred fanta with strawberry flavor for my wound:P
Then, Kasia’s turn..she needed a wheel chair as she was not able to walk. We thought she broke her legs. She did X-Ray and entered the doctor’s room while waiting for the X-Ray’s result. Robyn and Kai were in, only Manish and I were outside.
Manish offered me a coffee ‘Galuh, you want a coffee? You know that it is for free so I can take the coffee as much as I want’.
‘Great, this guy is thinking positively about this free coffee while Kasia and I are dying for this pain. What a guy!’, I said to my self.
Well, this was an international hospital and I thought the cost would be very expensive and I didn’t have much money with me now, I told manish and Manish said ‘Galuh, you know that money is worthless right now.. the important thing is you and Kasia are still alive. Money you can get it but your life, it is so worthy!’. ‘Ya he is right but it is really important to get that money now ‘, I answered.
Inside, Kasia was screaming and grumbling in Polish Language..Like a witch spelled on someone, so fast and loud. All people inside were laughing..’Ya it is better to scream’, the doctor said.
Robyn lent us her mony for paying this hospital’s expense. Ya, we decieded to sleepover in Robyn;s hotel because we couldn’t come with this condition and the father would be mad or something so we tried to lie a little that drunken bules crashed us on the traffic light. I got a bandage on my forehead, looked like I broke my head and a big and long bandage on my right arm. Kasia’s bandage was on her knee. We laid down on the bed, I apologized to Kasia for this thing and she hugged me that bad thing can happen to everyone then she told me a story of her cousins whose parents died in the car crash. Ya it was probably for decreasing the guilt that I felt. Well, what a bad day! For Kai, you are really a MAN! Robyn, you are such a good sister! And Kasia, thanks for not blaming at me and for still being alive!:P God bless us.

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