August 1, 2010
My friends and I are going to run business together. The business will be ready in August. It is about eating place with wi-fi. As usual, Indo people like discussing a lot, all the time;). Many small stuff that inhibits the process of this bussines, such as : when we were painting the wall, I argued with Hendy about color mixing. He really did not understand the mix and match color. And I know it well as my father likes painting wall with many colors and teaches me how to mix color well. No one was in my side and I could not do anything when they painted wall with colors that I didn’t like ( They divided the wall horizontally into two and put Red on the top side and Yellow on down side. I gave many suggestions but They didn’t take mine, it’s okay as I didn’t want to ruin this friendship because of such small stuff. When we just painted the wall and felt tired, we would stop and played playing card, laughed together but sometimes they were so rude for me, they cheated me like they hid the card and managed to beat me but I never lost, always won. It made them upset, hahaha but it was so funny then. I could see the harder thy tried, the closer I won the game. We made some rules that the lost got the punishment, we prepared a jug of water and made the lost drink it or sometimes baby powder and we just rubbed it on their face. It was so fun till the last meeting caused disaster. It was on July 16th, the night before my birthday..I know they just made fun of me when I said that ‘tomorrow I need to go home’ as that day was weekend (As usual, It’s time to be with family), They complained that I shouldn’t go home as the day after tomorrow we were going to clean the mess, they kept saying that I was not a responsible person that I left my responsibility, I was just silent as I didn’t want to argue for small stuff. I didn’t say anything and went home at that time, Lyta (one of my friends) texted me that I must come tomorrow, and said I was not a responsible one. I texted her back that I was not such a person. I told her how I appreciate when they could not come to the place because they had something to do at uni and only my self went to the place and started painting the wall by my self without them. They supposed to understand that I was not only responsible of my Job but also I was too kind to work by my self. Then, I went home and got back two days later. Lucky me, some friends told me that they would ignore me as a part of my birthday surprise. I don’t like the way they make this game. They had ignored me for 10 days, how horrible it was. Though it was only game, they didn’t text me and tell me about how business was going, nothing. I was a bit depressed, I could not stand anymore. I know I love joking but it was too much. Yesterday I texted Karis and it was fine, till last night lyta and Andy came to Fania’s place as Fania would borrow Lyta some money. When they saw me there, they were so shocked as they still ignored me. They didn’t expect that I was there as well. Lyta got off from the motor and came to me, she brought a pen. She seemed upset and attacked me with that pen, my arms were full of ink and hurt. My other friend, Fania, saw this tragedy and tried to separate us. I didn’t know that Lyta was too much and kept attacking me with that pen. I smashed her to the gate ‘Bang’, then fania got panicky. I yelled at Andy to take action but he was just sitting on the motor, doing nothing. I was upset at Andy, how come he did it when two girls almost hurt each other. What kind of man he is. I really don’t know what is going on actually, it is so complicated and I even can’t believe what she meant by doing it. When everything was going wrong,she text me and said that it was only joke.. My friend, fania, couldn’t accept it and took me to lyta’s place to give her money back as lyta said that she was sorry for borrowing money if she knew that I were there with Fania. Fania also told me that I should be upset when people do bad things or hurt me. At lyta’s place, they were arguing and Again, Lyta behaved so strange and addressed me that why I took her into her place. I was so confused why I was into this problem. Then, the day after tomorrow, I heard from the other friend that actually fania did not accept what lyta had done to me. Now, I am thinking often that Ya I deserve to get angry at people who do bad things to me. It is not because of being polite but my pride as a human.
I feel so disappointed at Andy. He should have done something when he saw two girls in fight. I ignore him, I am not helping him do his final report that next week is the last week, if students do not finish it yet, they have to pay the tuition fee for the next semester. Actually, I do almost the entire of his final report but because of this problem, I stop doing it. I think that he is not a good friend, and it wakes me up that I don’t have to be very nice at such a person. He even doesn’t ask me for help so I don’t think that I need to help him do his. Some friends said that I shouldn’t be so kind to friends who are not nice to me. Now, I understand who is a good friend and a fake friend..
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