I dont mean it, GOD!

God, please shed away my tears

I try to hold the tears back but I cant help it

I burst into crying

I hate to cry, to tremble in anger, to slam the door, to curse everything

I need some comfort just for one night to bring my faith back

I promise I’ll be better

I am just fed up at this circle which I need to break so I will not fall in the same times

Sorry, I just said ‘Fuck’ to this life

I don’t mean it, God..Really

I’ll take the word back and keep it

I will not say any bad things, I should be positive in every single minute

Please don’t get angry at me